Keep Moving

Something is only a weakness when you give in to it. Otherwise it is an opportunity to learn and grow.

Whether it is actually fear that is holding me back or not, I don’t know. What I do know is that the idea I had, that I describe in the blog “Losing My Direction”, is a way forward. And what I have been saying from the start is that you just have to keep moving.

Sitting, strategizing, thinking long ahead to get an idea whether it is the right path and what not.. that is not keeping it moving. How hard you may think, how much you want to strategize, it will never beat actually trying and doing it.

I have to suffocate the nonsense, I have to believe in my idea I have and that I can pull it off. I have to believe in myself that I will always find a way. Something as you know a teacher of mine told me as well before my exams, when I was panicking about that I was not gonna make it. But the only way I would not make it, was if I would not believe in myself. Alright, true.. the fact I didn’t study.. would have been a factor too. I have to free myself of all the assumptions & expectations and be curious instead. Trust that I will find a way.

I have to keep it simple. Think big, but most importantly start, start small. Head first at fear and just keep moving. It is time I push through discomfort. It’s been enough.