results ain't everything
So another week has passed, so far result wise 2019 is a.... disaster where we somehow have been minimizing our losses.Last week main struggle or topic rather that we pointed out is the fear of failing and because of that not putting in enough volume.I am happy to say that we have been tackling that problem really hard and that it has been going way better. Have been putting in lots of volume, even when shit hit the fan we kept registering and fighting.
Feeling pretty comfortable currently 10-12 tabling and think I played really well on Sunday... well I was just crushing to be honest. But man... it's like fighting with a crossbow vs a tank. Don't want to talk about it too much, as it doesn't resolve anything and we should just grind it out and I am planning to! Have to say though that, like I've said multiple times already in blogs... if I am not pumped about losing a hand or even winning a hand, I am not going to fake it. It comes as it comes. Having said that, I feel like we have been making tremendous progress when it comes to mindset. It may not have looked that way past few days, but those were also extraordinary circumstances in my opinion and thus it will just be a matter of time till we are used to that as well. Meaning it is also just a matter of time till even when that stuff happens, we are the good old happy bouncing Stevie instead of... the grumpy one.
My routines
So apart from the results, things have been going well. I really like my routine currently when going to bed. Which is:
- Finish RYE emails
- Finish replying to all discord messages
- Finish catching up with socials
- Make cup of tea
- brush teeth
- read some (currently finishing Think and Grow Rich)
- Meditate (currently going through sleeping pack of Headspace)
And so far I have been waking up earlier and feeling more energetic. In the morning I check all the socials and emails and get ready for the grind and stream.Also really happy currently about the amount of content, mainly the consistency, that I am creating and I hope you have been enjoying that. Try to put out a post on socials each day and review 1 hand a day. Update blog once a week, upload Youtube video once a week, stream 30 hours every week. Try to play 20 tournaments each day. I do have to start working a bit harder on the RYE subtitles though, that is the only thing I am lacking currently. Main reason is because.. I don't directly add value to people and don't grow my own brand.. so that's why it hasn't been one of my priorities. But... as I was the one offering it, I will certainly be finishing it!
Anyway, goals for next week won't be much different than the things I just described. I hope the grind will be a bit more kind to me and I will see if we can set up a streamer game again anytime soon! Having said that, it is also time to run some homegames maybe... what do you think?I am by the way not the only one blogging, so be sure to join Discord and check out the other blogs, strategies and more!